Papadharma: Painter, Poet and Mystic

How to continue with the mundane in light of this profound taste of  the death state?

Let us examine

the

issue

with

Christmas

Easter

Birth

Death

Death

Birth

Session

Communion

Communion

Session

NOT

TWO

TWO

NOT

LIGHT

GOLD

GOLD

LIGHT

MOON

SCHINING

 

FROM THE EGO SELF PERCEPTION.

DEATH IS LIFE

LIFE IS DEATH

SUN

MOON

FIRE

DEATH

 

FROM THE EGO BEING PERCEPTION

LIFE IS DEATH

DEATH IS LIFE

MOON

SUN

LIGHT

LIFE

 

I WAS AWARE OF YOUR BEING ARRIVING

AT

CONCEPTION

IT COINCIDED WITH THE ARRIVAL OF A MYSTICAL

SHAMAN

EGYPTIAN

ROSECRUCIAN

WISDOM

NINE

MONTH

INNER

BODY

FEEDING

 

 

JOSIMITE

CONSCIOUS

SHIFT

ASTRAL

MOON

LIGHT

LIGHT

MOON

LIFE

 

 

POINTING OUT ALL OF THE ABOVE

THE FOUNDATION FOR YOUR HIGHER

UNDERSTANDING

MOON

TRUTH

TRUTH

MOON

GOLD

 

 

THIS EXPLAINS THE NATURAL SHIFT BY WORD SOUND TO THE CENTER

THE

HEART

HALF

MIDPOINT

MIDPOINT

HALF

 

THREE

HALF

ABOVE

BELOW

BELOW

ABOVE

HALF

THREE

 

LEFT

RIGHT

RIGHT

LEFT

WEST

EAST

EAST

WEST

 

RIGHT

LEFT

LEFT

RIGHT

EAST

WEST

WEST

EAST

 

DIMENSION

HALF

TWO

 

TWO

HALF

DIMENSION

 

FRONT

BACK

BACK

FRONT

NORTH

SOUTH

SOUTH

NORTH

 

BACK

FRONT

FRONT

BACK

SOUTH

NORTH

FOUR

HALF

MOON

FOUR

DIRECTIONS

 

TWO

HALF

ONE

MOON

DIMENSION

 

DIMENSION

MOON

ONE

HALF

TWO

 

THE

ANIMAL

SQUARE

MOON

WORLD

NOAH

ARC

 

THIS IS THE SPACE IN SESSION  GRADUALLY EXPENDING

IN ALL DIRECTIONS

UNITING

THE

ABOVE

WITH

THE

BELOW

SINGING

THE

SONG

OF

NOTHING

TOTAL

ACCEPTANCE

TOTAL

SURRENDER

NO

JUDGEMENT

COMMUNION

THIS IS THE STAGE SET IN WHICH YOU WALKED IN ON CHRISTMAS

EXPECTING A REDIRECT TO JOSIMITE AT BEST YOU ACCUMALTED ALL THE REFILL AVAILABLE

TO SHARE THE SAME

GOLDEN

MOON

LIGHT

THE COMBINATION

OF

ALL

THE HALF

MOON

MIDDLE

HEART

CROSSING

LIGHT

 

THE WORLD BODY AS WELL AS THE CORRESPONDING

EGO

SELF

BODY

A

MUST

THE

BASE

METAL

FOR

THE

GOLDEN

BUDDHA

FORM

TO

BE

 

FOR THAT REASON

YOU NEVER

BECAME AWARE OF THE SHIFT CAUSE THE EXPERIENCE WAS WITNESSED THROUGH THE EGO SELF

THE ONLY BODYSYSTEM WE CALL HOME.

THEREFORE THE EGO GOT TO BE TRICKED INTO COMING ALONG UNTIL THE SHOWERING FROM WITHIN TAKES CONTROL

OF

DEATH

FEAR

IN YOUR CASE YOU FELT SO COMFORTABLE WITH THE LIGHT FROM WITHIN THAT EGO BODY NEEDS

STOPPED YOU COMING IN THROUGH THE

BACKDOOR

STOPPING

FURTHER

INTAKE

OF

LIGHT

 

FROM YOUR MIDPOINT PERSPECTIVE

VIEW

THIS LIGHT APPEARED

AS DEATH

IN COMPARISON

TO YOUR

EGO

POINT OF VIEW

THE SAME LIGHT

WOULD

HAVE

BEEN

PERCEIVED

AS

DEATH

YOUR HIGHER SELF BRIDGED THE GAP FOR THE EGO TO COME ALONG

FROM YOUR HIGHER POINT OF VIEW

LIFE ON EARTH NO APPEARED TO BE AS DEATH

COMPARED TO DEATH YOU EXPERIENCED NOW AS LIFE

DEATH BECOMING THE DOOR TO LIFE

YOUR HIGHER SELF VISION

REPLACED BY EGO VISION IN THE PROCESS OF SESSION ENDING

AND THE DAYS TO FOLLOW CAUSE ONLY GRADUAL ADJUSTEMENT

IS POSSIBLE

WITH

OUR

SELFBODY

NEEDS

THE

GUIDELINE

IN

THE

TRANSFORMATION

YOU EXPERIENCED ENOUGH THROUGH THE EGOMASK FOR YOUR REGULAR SELF TO CRAVE FOR THE

LIGHT

DEATH

EXPERIENCE

EVEN TO SUCH AN EXTENT THAT THE EGO NOW CONSIDERED LIFE ON EARTH AS SUCH MUNDANE

THAT EVEN DEATH WAS NO OBSTACLE

CAUSE IF LIGHT ON EARTH REPRESENTS DEATH

THERE WAS NOTHING TO FEAR OF

CAUSE THAT WAS ALL THE LIFE IT HAS BEEN ACCQUAINTED

WITH

FOR

SO

LONG

ANYWAY

 

THE GRRED OF THE EGO FOR THE LIGHT OF DEATH WAS WILLING TO SACRIFICE THE BODY IF NEEDED.

THE BODY HOWEVER HAS IT'S OWN CUTOFF SWITCH

NOW IT HAD TO DEAL WITH REPAIRING THE EGO OVERLOAD OF NOT COMPATIBLE LIGHTENERGY ON TOP

OF THE INITIAL ABUSE DUE TO BODYOVEREXTENSION

WITHOUT GIVING THE BASIC NEEDS TO FUNCTION PROPERLY'

AGAIN THE EGO IDENTIFICATION WAS THERE FROM THE OUTSET

AGAIN GREED BEING THE CAUSE FOR THE

BODY

NEGLECT

 

IT TAKES MANY YEARS FOR OUR BODYSYSTEM TO INTEGRATE THE LIGHT FROM WITHIN AND WITH TIME IT CAN CARRY THE LIGHT WITHOUT ANY SIDEEFFECTS

 

HOWEVER IN THE YEARS OF ADJUSTEMENT

THE SAME LIGHT FROM WITHIN

COULD TURN OUT TO BE COUNTERPRODUCTIVE

TO

EGO

EXPECTATIONS

AND WITHOUT THE HIGHER SELF SETUP

PROVE TO BE EVEN SCARY OR HARMFUL

CAUSING THE EGO IN THE PROCESS OF BODYHEALING

TO BLAME THE SAME LIGHT IT HAD GRAVED FOR TO THE EXTENT

OF

BODY

SACRIFICE

FOR

ALL

THE

MISERIES

EXPERIENCED

 

IN RETRORESPECT

EARTH

LIFE

DEATH

BECOMES

LIFE

 

EARTH

DEATH

LIFE

BECOMES

DEATH

 

REAL LIGHTEXPERIENCE FOR THE EGO A TRICKER TO SHUT IT OFF AS IT ARISES

THE

FEAR

OF

DEATH

AT

THE

RIGHT

PLACE

THE

EGO

GUARDIAN

SHUTOFF

DEATH

FEAR

SWITCH

 

SPACE

NOW

BEING

CUT

OFF

FROM ITS HIGHER

BODY

SYSTEM

IDENTIFIED

WITH

THE

EGO

MASK

MUNDANE

LIFE

DEATH

LIFE

APPEARS

TO

BE

BEAUTIFUL

AGAIN

IN

COMPARISON

WITH

NEGATIVE

MEMORIES

IN

REGARD

OF

DEATH

LIGHT

LIFE

 

THE LIGHT WHICH WILL BYPASS THE EGO IS THE FREQUENCY OF THE HIGHER MENTAL CONTEMPLATION

WHICH WE SHARE SINCE OUR WEBSITE

COMMUNION

THE SAME FREQUENCE YOU FOUND IN BOTH SESSIONS

COMMUNION

IN NO TIME YOU WERE AT THE CENTER

OF

LISTENING

ONLY

TO

MY

PRESENTATION

THE

SONG

OF

NOTHING

THAN YOU DIDN'T UNDERSTAND

NOT ENOUGH REPEATED EXPOSURE

ON ONE HAND

BUT ALL THIS NEGATIVE SIDEEFFECTS

ON THE OTHER

I HAD PLENTY OF TIME TO VERIFY THIS FACT

THE ONLY LEVEL I TALK WITH

YOU

I WITNESSED ON MANY OCCASIONS

HOW YOUR INNER SYSTEM

BYPASSED YOUR EGO SELF

WORDS OF TRUTH

THEREFORE

THE

MECHANISM

TO

REDIRECT

THE

OTHERWISE

OUTGOING

LIGHT

BACK

TO

THE

HEART

CENTER

OF

YOUR

HIGHER

SELF

WEARING

THE

EGO

MASK

DISGUISE

 

THEREFORE YOU MUST BE AWARE OF THE FACT WHO IS MAKING

THE

REQUEST

FOR

THE

INNER

LIGHT

FOR

DEATH

TO

BECOME

THE

DOOR

TO

LIFE

 

WHAT

IS

AN

ABSOLUTE

NEED

FOR

YOUR

HIGHER

BODYSYSTEM

 

WILL

CREATE

THE

FEAR

OF

DEATH

FOR

THE

LOWER

EGO

MASK

 

IF

YOUR

HIGHTENED

AWARENESS

LOOKS

THROUGH

THE

EGO

MASK

THE

REQUEST

PROVES

EXISTENTIAL

AND

THE

ONLY

DESIRE

THAT

CAN

BE

GRANTED

CAUSE

IT

WILL

BECOME

THE

DEATH

OF

THE

EGO

IDENTIFICATION

CUTTING

THE

ROOTS

OF

THE

DESIRE

MIND

 

IF THIS DESIRE FOR DEATH LIGHT

COMES

FROM

THE

EGOMIND

IDENTIFICATION

AFTER ALL THE EGO IS ALONG ON THE RIDE

AND THE SWITCHING BACK AND FORTH

FROM HIGHER MIND

TO

EGOMIND

UNNOTICED BY YOU

JUST

A

SUDDEN

FLICKER

OF

LIGHT

COMING

BACK

IN THE FORM OF SESSION

MEMORY

COULD

INSTANTANLY

BRING

THE

FEAR

OF

DEATH

INDUCED

BY

THE

EGO

MASK

YOU

ARE

IDENTIFIED

WITH

AT

SUCH

GIVEN

TIMES

 

REMEMBER

THE

CONSTANT FLOW OF HIGHER MENTAL ENERGY BETWEEN US TWO

YOUR

ENERGY FLOWING

INWARDS

FOOD

FOR

YOUR

BEING

YOUR

INNER

BODIES

GROWING

THE

CAPACITY

FOR

MORE

DEATH

LIGHT

AN

EXISTENTIAL

NEED

 

 

 

FOOD FOR THE EGO SELF BODY

IS

LIFE

DEATH

FOOD

FOR

BODY

GROWING

EXISTENTIAL

DESIRE

 

HOWEVER

WHAT IS LIFE FOR THE HIGHER

BECOMES

DEATH

FEAR

FOR

THE LOWER

 

DEATH FOR THE EGO

LIFE

FOR

THE

HIGHER

 

LIFE FOR THE EGO

DEATH

FOR

THE

HIGHER

 

THEREFORE YOU GOT TO BE AWARE WHAT FACE YOU WEAR

REQUESTING

LIGHT

BECAUSE

LIFE

ON

EARTH

APPEARS

SO

MUNDANE

 

OTHERWISE

YOU

GOT

THE

EGO

COMING BACK THROUGH THE BACKDOOR

AND

THE SAME SITUATION

LIKE

THE

PAST EXPERIENCE

WOULD

REPEAT

ITSELF

THE

EGO DEATH FEAR

BECOMING

THE

SHUT OFF SWITCH

FOR YOUR HIGHER

INNER

BEEING

TO

RECEIVE ITS MUCH DESERVED FOOD

IT NEEDS FOR GROWING

ONCE ITS SHADOW EXPANSION

IS LARGE ENOUGH

IT WILL TAKE CONTROL

WITH

YOUR

EGO

IDENTIFICATION

 

IF YOU FIND YOURSELF WALKING AROUND

GETTING UNEASY WHEN YOU FEEL

THE UNCONSCIOUS

ARISING

IF YOU ARE ON GUARD

ALL THIS ARE

EGO IDENTIFICATION

FEAR OF DEATH

REACTIONS

DESIGNED

TO

PREVEND

THE

EXPERIENCE

 

THEREFORE THE RIGHT QUESTION WOULD BE OF WHO IS REQUESTING

DEATH

LIFE

LIGHT

 

THE INNER BEING WOULDN'T BE UNEASY IN RECEIVING

THE

LIGHT

YOU ARE FEEDING IT JUST BY BEING YOUR REGULAR

SELF CCUPIED BY HIGHER MENTAL

COMTEMPLATIONS

ITS

SHADOW

LIGHT

AURA

IS

GROWING

SO

LIGHT

FROM

WITHIN

WILL

APPEAR

ON

ITS

OWN

BUT

UNPREPARED

MEANING

WITHOUT

TAKING

THE

EGO

IDENTIFICATION

OUT

OF

THE

WAY

BY

SIMPLY

BEING

AWARE

OF

THE

FEAR

OF

DEATH

BUT

ALLOWING

IT

TO

HAPPEN

TO

PRESENT

ITSELF

THE

REWARD

SHALL

BE

IN

FEELING

THROUGH

YOUR

BEING

WHICH

WILL

TAKE

BY

AND

BY

CONTROL

OVER

THE

IRON

FIST

CONTROL

WHICH

EGO

IDENTIFICATION

REPRESENTS

CAUSE

LIFE

DEATH

NO

LIFE

DARKNESS

THE

ABSENCE

OF

LIGHT

NONEXISTENCE ITS NATURE

TAKING CONTROL AND FACING THE FEARS OF THE EGO IDENTIFICATION

AT TIMES WHEN THE LIGHT SHINES THROUGH

WILL EASE BY AND BY ALL FEARS

CAUSED FACED WITH UNDERSTANDING

ALLOWING

YOUR

INNER

LIGHT

SHINE

THROUGH

WILL

EACH

AND

EVERY

TIME

YOU

ALLO

IT

TO

HAPPEN

EASE

THE

FEAR

OF

DEATH

MORE

AND

MORE

UNTIL YOU COME TO REALIZE

THAT ALL THERE IS NEEDED

FOR DARKNESS

TO LEAVE

WAS SHINE YOUR INNER LIGHT

DARKNESS HAS NO EXISTENCE

JUST ABSENCE

OF

LIGHT

THE FEAR OF DEATH BY THE EGOMASK IDENTIFICATION

IS OF THE SAME NATURE

DEATH

DARKNESS

HAS

NO

EXISTENCE

JUST

THE

ABSENCE OF LIGHT

WHERE

IS

DARKNESS

DEATH

IN

THE

PRESENCE

OF

LIGHT

 

DEATH

DARKNESS

NO

EXISTENCE

JUST

AN

ABSENCE

OF

LIGHT

 

 

THE REASON WHEN THE EHERIC AND ASTRAL BEINGS ARISE

FROM

WITHIN

OUR

WORLD

DISSAPEARS

THE

SAME

WAY

WITH

THE

ARISING

OF

LIGHT

IT

IS

NOWHERE

TO

BE

FOUND

DEATH DARKNESS EGO NO EXISTENCE

JUST ABSENCE OF LIGHT

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LIGHT